Hold, Fold, Walk, and Run Away

“You got to know when to hold em, know when to fold em,
Know when to walk away and know when to run.
You never count your money when youre sittin at the table.
Therell be time enough for countin when the dealins done.”

- Kenny Rogers, The Gambler

That’s me. I am walking away and it’s hard. Way back last April, I outlined my plans for West Side Story at Middlebury. I was excited and rallied a lot of students to get involved. And a few weeks ago, I decided to scrap the plans after much labor and effort for a variety of reasons.

But the question still irks me: Did I do enough? When do you know to walk away? Is it just a gut feeling or is there a calaculation? Did I walk away to early? Or perhaps too late?

Inked: Manifesto Makes the Paper

Appearing in the Middlebury newspaper, The Campus, the write-up of my show had this to say about my role in “Manifesto for Another World”:

Certain accounts of approaching squadrons or abused wives were supported by the physical participation of those actors not speaking, who rolled, jumped, marched or fought in the shadows of the individual’s memory. Challenging the strength of these individuals was The Man, a smarmy personification of oppressive societal authority. Played by Ryan Kellett ’09, this Machiavellian figure shot sarcastic and cynical remarks, rejecting the characters’ messages as unfounded, exaggerated and impractical. From his raised seat in the audience, Kellett observed and dismissed the figures and their stories as they were performed within the maze of fencing on stage until, overwhelmed by the steady strength of victims who persevered, he cracked. As part of a daring conclusion, audience members found themselves pulled behind the fences to the back of the stage, where they were addressed under the Zoo’s usual fluorescent lighting for the final minutes of the production.

Okay, so nothing said of my acting skills but I’m probably thankful for that non mention if only because the play was more about the overall message than about my performance…

Manifesto for Another World

I just wrapped up my second acting endeavor (details of my 1st one) at Middlebury College: Manifesto for Another World, a play derived from Ariel Dorfman’s series of interviews with human rights activists around the world. This play was the kick-off for the “Faces Behind Human Rights” symposium that is going on this week with big speakers including Rana Husseini and Don Viet Hoat.

I played the character of “The Man” which is a summation of apathy of Middlebury students and the collective violator of human rights. It was a challenge to balance the edginess of being the “bad guy” in the show with sitting in the audience and portraying apathy. I wore a Middlebury t-shirt which became a source of contention within the cast as to whether it was pointing the finger at Middkids or not.

Overall, it was a satisfying experience that marked a triumphant return to the type of the theater that I learned in high school. But the rehearsal process was a tough balance of collective choreography and direction. Generally, my style is one to put almost blind faith in the director of a show. The director must at once look at the stylistic consistency and individual moment. That comes with the territory. But in collective direction, it becomes much more about establishing ways for actors to create with the director. Many times, I felt that this show was lost in the lack of direction in the weeks of rehearsal leading up to the show. Ultimately, it came together but that is what is to be expected.

As I begin to look into my next artistic endeavor, I reflect on this acting experience to understand the value of vision and execution. It takes meticulous skill to be “artistic.”

Two Dollars for History

“I’m selling this for two dollars.” And I bought it for two dollars.

But I knew I couldn’t have paid any more to ease the pain of a man selling off the last seven years of his life running a small bookshop (The Alley Bookshop) in downtown Middlebury, Vermont. He has about a week left to get rid of thousands of books and CDs in his humble shop that characterizes the New England small town charm. I bought “Famous Chinese Plays,” a collection of 33 translated and edited Chinese operas. The book was published in 1937 and the price listed inside the cover $45-95 on the internet and $30 in-store. Indeed the lowest listed used price on Amazon.com is $105. The man who sold it to me said he acquired the book in a large purchase from a university professor seven years ago. Inserted in the back of the book is a playbill from the “Yeh Yu Chinese Opera Association” performance on Saturday, January 9th, 1960 at the High School of Fashion Industries at 225 West 24th Street in New York.

Eurydice

Eurydice describes itself as:

When she abruptly dies on her wedding day, Eurydice must journey through the underworld, reunite with her father and struggle to retain memories of her lost love. With contemporary characters, ingenious twists of plot, and breathtaking visual effects, this play is truly a fresh look at a timeless love story.

This play is a fantastical tale is that is not only well-written but excruciatingly well directed and executed. The text of the play is somewhere between the lyrical nature of Shakespeare and a modern slang, all done with great effortlessness than characterizes any good performance worth its salt.

I was expecting more from the “breathtaking visual effects” which were actually quite minimal and limited to the “elevator shower” which didn’t wash across the stage but sort of trickled down predictably into a well positioned drain. I certainly wasn’t sitting in the right place to experience to “water flowing uphill” effect. The set design was very well done though. I loved the letter posting on the wall and the back lighting. And genius with the creating the room from string.

Excellent overall. If you get a chance, see it at 2nd Stage in New York before it disappears in August.